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SIN: CHAPTER 2 (PART II)

SIN CHAPTER 2 (PART II)

As he kept searching deeper in my eyes and moved closer to me, my heart started racing. I didn’t know why I always felt that heat rush whenever he came closer to me, but in a way, I fell in love with that heat rush feeling. I liked how it consumed all of me. Since my last year in high school, when he was the one who handled my academics and came to visit me in school, the tingly feeling started, and I felt closer and safer! I guessed it was because he was the only man I’d look up to; after all, my dad died when I was only four, and my mum never remarried.

Although Brian had a series of girls that really annoyed me because they used to make my big brother spend more time with them than me, he knew how to play his cards well. He was rarely caught cheating, but I knew he was cheating, and I hated that about him. But when I once upon a time told him that he never created time to bond with me and listen to my problems, he made more time for me; I felt like a main character in his and how he really cared about me.

“Princess is everything okay? Is it that crazy girl with an ugly name, Li-something?”

He caught me on that; I burst out laughing,

“Hell no, in no way can she be my business, she’s too expensive to be,”

He smiled; I especially liked how he only showed his upper white whenever he smiled and had only one deep dimple on his left cheek. His smile was cute, but he’d always said that mine was prettier, and I don’t think it was a lie.

“Okay, I have all my ears; tonight is about you and movies; you know you are always my princess.”

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I smiled at that, I loved how he pronounced the princess so unique, and I remembered how he started calling me princess, not Chap.

  I came from school, and I’d been on an outing; we’d gone to play basketball, and there was a guy who I ignored as he was trying to get my attention when he noticed he abused me so much that he pricked my biggest insecurities. He said I was even too thin, and if he was to download my photograph, he’d do it with zero data bundles because I was really slim, or he might even switch off the Internet connection and get a photograph of me from Instagram. Everyone burst out laughing at me, and the more they laughed, the more the idiot proved his level of emptiness upstairs; he said I had thinner legs than a hockey stick, so I should see that he was trying to do me a favor by chasing after me.

Of course, he just exaggerated, but it got to me; I felt so low and embarrassed I stopped going out, and when I went home, I told Brian about it; tears were about to come out as I talked to him about how I felt, He,  Brian,  made me love me, he made me feel beautiful, and he asked me if I’ve ever seen a thick princess, or if I’ve ever seen any thick actress taking the main character, he said he’ll be calling me princess to always remind me that I was too beautiful to have self-pity.

Even though I know that thick girls are equally pretty, his statements were meant to boost my confidence—all sizes and body types are beautiful in a crazy, unique way. But do you think I became fully confident? No, because tonight, I was still going to bring up the topic about me and my insecurities.

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“Okay let’s get you your dinner,”

“Okay princess, I’ll be setting the tv.”

I brought him his meal and the way he dug in. Clearly, he was so hungry.

“Can we talk now as I eat princess,”

“Hell no, table manners although you are sitting on a carpet.”

We were all sitting on a carpet and sharing a duvet. I was just seated an inch from him, feeling the heat rush again.

“So what are we watching today?”

“Table manners!” He smirked and ate his last spoon; I was good enough to take his plate to the sink and offer him water.

He played the movie on the screen, and I couldn’t believe it was my favorite novel; it had been acted, BLEEDING HEARTS. I waited so long to see the romance the main characters shared.

Anyway, back to my insecurities,

“Thanks Brian, I needed such a movie,”

“Anything for my princess, ” he said, pulling me close to his chest and kissing my forehead, “tell me, what’s up?”

“First, I’m sorry for the other day’s commotion; it was just a silly dream.”

“Princess, I must take care of you, so there is no need to apologize; I love you, okay?”

” I love you more,” I said, smiling at him, and he winked.

“Was it just that ?”

“No, so today, there’s this lecturer that I think really likes me,”

“Is he male?” He cut me in and quickly asked.

“Is there a problem to have a male lecturer?”

“I’m just asking, Princess, don’t bite me,” he chuckled.

“Her name is Kasa, she’s our creative writing lecturer, she said I should join modeling,”

“I agree with her; at least someone shares my idea of how you should really be in the future, like Miss World.”

“Really? D’you think I’m as beautiful as models in magazines,”

He lifted my chin up, and my eyes were direct with his; his eyes pierced right through my eyes, directly towards my heart.

“You are a crazy type of beauty, and whoever told you that you should be thicker was blind. Your body is beautiful, everything is sizeable, and of course, this unique, sexy, flexible tummy,” he said, passing his hand into the duvet and landed it on my tummy. My heart dropped to my stomach. I almost blushed, but I got myself together.

“You think I can be on a magazine as a fashion cover girl.”

“Absolutely yes.” He said, still piercing into my eyes as our distance reduced.

“You are so beautiful, Princess,” he whispered. Before he knew it, he pulled me into a tighter hug, “I got you, baby,”

I wasn’t much of a baby, though!

The hug was longer and a bit emotional, and we missed some scenes on BLEEDING HEARTS. He pulled me out of his arms, looked at me once more, and insanely kissed my upper lip. I’d never kissed anyone, but I knew what to do, as they did in movies. I kissed his lower lip, and he dipped his tongue in me. Before that, I used to think it should be disgusting, but it turned out to be so hot, I did the same. I was amazed by how I tongue-played in his mouth. He kissed me deeper as I slid to lie on the carpet so his body was on my side, but his chest almost lay on my chest as he kissed me…

The TV shut down with a sound as it always did. We didn’t know what had happened or who had shut it down, but it made him pull away,

“And what the heck was that?”

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